Change

There are a lot of changes coming up in the Lanham lives starting this Monday. Jesse and I both go back to school full time; Jesse at BYU and me at UVU. (he's smarter...it's fine) Jesse has changed his major probably one hundred times but, as of now, he is undeclared. He is leaning towards majoring in business and getting his MBA these days. I guess we will wait and see what that cute boy decides. As for me, I am still majoring in nursing. Or, a bachelors in science if you prefer. That one sounds smarter, so lets stick with that. I don't know what it would be like not to know exactly what you want to study and become. I feel bad for my poor husband who is having the hardest time deciding because it seems quite stressful. Lucky for me, I have wanted to be a nurse for quite some time. Anyway, enough side-tracking. Another change is our jobs. I am at the same place, same job, just a different shift. I will now be working three times a week during the 2 - 10 p.m. shift. Can you say blah? Who wants to get home at 10 o clock and have no time to spend with your husband because you have to go to bed to get up for school the next day? Not this girl. Oh well, it is what it is. And, like I said in a different post, Jesse changed jobs about a week ago. He is still enjoying it! He keeps saying how quickly a four hour shift goes by. Hooray for part time work!

With all these changes coming up I am getting quite nervous. Jesse and I enjoy our lives how they are. Work, nap, exercise, dinner, Netflix, sleep. I'm not exactly looking forward to adding school, homework, and studying to that list. I am scared I won't be able to keep up! How am I supposed to do well in school, work hard at work, take care of my home and husband, keep my body healthy and in shape, read and study the scriptures/participate in church callings, and get enough sleep all at the same time?! With all my complaining out of the way, I really am excited to get back into school. I am taking some good classes and am looking forward to learning new things. So, I'm not as bummed as I seem, just nervous about juggling everything.

We are praying we will be able to keep up with all the new changes heading our way!

Comments

Amberlin Gefrom said…
I did that exact test when I couldn't figure out why I wasn't sleeping...and it turned out that I was having a whole bunch of weird problems. Anyways I got the supplements and they totally made such a huge difference..I hope it works the same for you.