It's Just One Of Those Days
You know those days where you just don't feel good enough? Today is one of those days. Some days I feel like I am doing good, working hard, on the right path, you know? Then there are others when I feel like I'm not doing half of what I could be.
I don't eat enough vegetables. I have been bad at studying my scriptures this week. I need to study harder for school. I should be exercising ten time harder and more often than I am. I wish I made better dinners for Jesse.
In my head I am a totally different person than I actually am. In my head I go to bed early and wake up early. I go running every day and work out really hard. I don't eat junk food but do eat lots of fruit and vegetables. I read my scriptures by myself and with Jesse every day. I am becoming a great cook and finding new recipes to make. I work hard every minute at work. I am an excellent student and getting good grades. I participate in ward activities. I always have the house clean and smelling nice. I am never sick.
Wouldn't that be the ideal world? I know no one is perfect, and I definitely am not, but I know I can be better than I am right now. If you're not moving forward, you are going backwards. There is no standing still in life.
Maybe my answer shouldn't be focused on myself... maybe I should start serving others and then things will fall into place. "Jesus, others, you" I want that to be my motto.
Anyway. I am done venting about myself. I know I have a wonderful life and am blessed in more ways than I can imagine. But, some days you just feel different.
I am sorry for the bipolarness of my blog... haha.
I don't eat enough vegetables. I have been bad at studying my scriptures this week. I need to study harder for school. I should be exercising ten time harder and more often than I am. I wish I made better dinners for Jesse.
In my head I am a totally different person than I actually am. In my head I go to bed early and wake up early. I go running every day and work out really hard. I don't eat junk food but do eat lots of fruit and vegetables. I read my scriptures by myself and with Jesse every day. I am becoming a great cook and finding new recipes to make. I work hard every minute at work. I am an excellent student and getting good grades. I participate in ward activities. I always have the house clean and smelling nice. I am never sick.
Wouldn't that be the ideal world? I know no one is perfect, and I definitely am not, but I know I can be better than I am right now. If you're not moving forward, you are going backwards. There is no standing still in life.
Maybe my answer shouldn't be focused on myself... maybe I should start serving others and then things will fall into place. "Jesus, others, you" I want that to be my motto.
Anyway. I am done venting about myself. I know I have a wonderful life and am blessed in more ways than I can imagine. But, some days you just feel different.
I am sorry for the bipolarness of my blog... haha.
Comments
when the going gets tough, the tough must get going.
tough times don't last; but tough people do.
listen to this song; keep your head up. I look up to you!
http://youtu.be/8WnAq0o2Xl8
You are doing so very well in your life. I'm very proud of the woman you've become. Sorry to hear about a bad day every now and then, but those just come with life. You are on the right path and heading the right direction. Just keep it up.
Love you,
Dad